Its been some time since my last entry. There were some passing thoughts about what should I post, but nothing even noteworthy. Also if I were to talk about politics, wars or some other all-about-the-people stuff I'd probably get the need to puke. Never been the type of person to think or talk like a politician or a general. Though I admit we could sound similar. The difference is while politicians make promises they fail to fulfill, I don't make them in the first place, while generals try to omit the fact it's people they're commanding and they themselves are such, I try to embrace that fact and understand just for myself what and why people are thinking. Just so I'd be able to understand those people and live in harmony with them.
Many have said I'm hard to understand, strange, air head, brainless or even stupid, the truth is I don't know if I should agree with them or not. Are they right? What if they are? Is there a way to extract the truth from their words, from my words? And what is truth? Isn't that something subjective and something everyone has a different version of? How do people coexists with so many different truths?
A long time ago I've arrived at a simple truth - There are all kinds of people. And I love them all. Doesn't matter what you think. It's neither right or wrong. It's simply your opinion. I can chose to follow an idea or discard it if it doesn't suit me. That simple truth set me free from what I thought it's a prison up to that point. When you see everything for what it is, what could be and what's not at the same time you start to feel like everything is possible, but that's wrong. You that wasn't the case. You've always been able to change things and just didn't realize you got the power to do it. Those who believe in themselves are able to do it, so, just like them, believe and simply do it!
A world of piece is a world of harmony. That's a world full of beauty, a world of love. If we love, we're loved. If we give, we feel good. This is probably starting to sound like a sect or a religious belief so I'd better end it at this. Though I should explain at least the reason behind writing all of this. You see there was this girl, who arrived at the same conclusion i.e. 'People are the best thing in my life'. Later it turned out we have quite and when I say that I mean totally different starting points. For example I started from 'What do I want to do to make my life better?' while she started from 'I want to save the world.' (quite impressive don't you think?). But somehow both of those led us two to 'I love the people'. My reason is obvious 'If I love them, we'll get together and everyone will benefit from that' while hers was something like 'I want to save the world, because it has the people I like, but those have people they like too and so on the world is like a big family' or something like that, honestly I got it the first time, but then the exact words kinda washed away and only the meaning was left, so right now I'm making due with what I've left.
I started posting as means of interactive communication with myself and my subconscious. Writing down thoughts, reading them, correcting myself and possibly getting feedback from the ones reading this. I won't deny the fact I was hoping for this to become something like a secluded paradise in the sea of the Internet like those islands in the real word where no human has ever been before. If this blog were to get a life on its own I'd be truly happy. Just like life is initially spawned from a single cell. I was hoping to witness the beginning of something incredible. To be at the epicenter of events leading to the birth of greatness.
I'm not sure I know what I'm talking about, but it definitely sounds cool in my head. Ain't it cool how words with no meaning become alive when thrown together and mingled to fit some basic rules? Ain't that what life is like too? Atoms scattered throughout space, grouping in time, to produce what we're calling 'life'?
